The Brown Journal

The plants have been giving an eerie vibe lately.  It not really fear but more like someone wait to strike or be struck.  I thought I say something in the woods but when I went to look there was nothing.  No tracks nothing, but I know it was there watching me I know it.  I have taken to squatting in abandon homes and keep Lightening inside with me as much a possible.  Outside just is not safe.  Am I just being paranoid or is something really there.  I'm not sure.  I remember hearing that people that are alone by themselves for to long to insane.  Maybe I am or maybe I not.  For all I know I could be in some padded room somewhere talking to a plastic horse.  Nah besides I have lived off the land in the woods with just Lightening for a month before and I was fine then.  Oh well onto the supply check food good, fuel ok, guns good, ammo good.  Here is to finding someone tomorrow.

p.s.: Note to self I might have a better change of finding people if I used main roads.  Nah, I like the backroads too much.

Current Location: Somewhere in Indiana
Current Mood: anxious

I found this really cool flower on the road in Indiana.  I would have normally hand picked it in stead of drawing so I could dry it in put it in my Journal.  But after the headache I got last time I picked a flower.  I am not going through that again.  Ok might as well do some updating.  I passed into Indiana today.  I know I am not moving very fast across the land but driving slow conserves fuel and I never know when I'm going to not be able to find any more.  Besides  Lightening need more then on night time to get out of his carrier.  Oh, a side note on flower I have noticed something interesting plant do not mind if you pick them with the intertion to eat them.  I guess it must be all part of that circle of life thing.  They know when I am picking them for food and when I am picking them just for the sake of picking them.  I know up until now I have not really tended to just ignore it but for once this ability has saved me so I guess I should at least admit I have it.  If the plants had not been screaming with terror I would have driven right into that fire.  Its weird thought I did not see any smoke.  Oh well still no people but here is to tomorrow.

Well I found this journal while scavanging for supplies in one of the many towns that I have passed through over the last month. I do not know why I descided to write in it but what the hell. Basic daily check list still good on food and finding gas has not been to bad. I have been able to keep my tank full as well as my back up supply. If for some reason I loose the truck I can always just ride, Lightening. I know I have never really liked people all that much but I kind miss not having anyone to talk to or yell at besides Lightening. Though he may be a great friend he is not the worlds best conversationalist. Oh well maybe I am the last person on Earth. It is kind of hard to think of the world like that. Even Eve has herself an Adam not that I am looking for a guy mind you, it is just I have all this pent up sarcasim and no one to use it on. So another day and another bunch of towns gone by. Here is to finding someone tomorrow.